I ASKED THE LORD
Michael James Fry
I ASKED THE LORD:
Why
do I suffer so?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Because you love me.
I ASKED THE LORD:
But
if I love You, then why must I suffer?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Because the strength of your faith
in Me alone
is what determines your fate.
I ASKED THE LORD:
Wherein
must I look to find You?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Your heart is the only place to
find Me.
I ASKED THE LORD:
I
am frightened, my Lord; what must I do?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
You must accept the Truth of all
things as they really are and investigate without reservation the whole of who
and what I AM ~
regardless of what the world tells you about Me.
You must
accept Me and move through Me,
for I AM every form of True Love.
Without Me,
you will continue to falter
in darkness, in pain, in suffering and in death.
I SAID UNTO THE LORD:
My
heart tells me to search for The Divine Lights.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Then you must know of my Son, Jesus
of Nazareth.
I SAID UNTO THE LORD:
Oh
yes, I am searching for Him.
Please
tell me how to find Him.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Your battleground exists solely in
your own mind; for that painstaking consequence is a symptom of all forms of
conscious free will life. You tell Me that you search for my blessed Son,
Jesus, in whom I AM well pleased. If that is so, then tell me now: why do you search for My Son?
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
am in need of The Divine Lights. I have seen this world and all that it has to
offer. Only Jesus of Nazareth, the Holy Christ of Your Eternal Glory, can heal
me from the many demons that haunt me. I know this because only in Him have I
glimpsed your blessed Truths.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
You are blessed because you have
shown Me
of your love for My Eternally Divine Glory.
My sweet and innocent
child,
now more than ever you must knowof how very much I love you.
Never have
I left you, and never shall I betray you;
for this is part of what I sent Jesus
to teach you of.
Only My love and nothing else is what endures the passages of
all things
~ for indeed, you are already a living part of My Holy and Blessed Glory.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
don’t feel worthy.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
You are ~ and this is strictly because My everlasting
love is eternally perfect. When you move with The Holy Spirit of My Blessed Son Jesus,
when you move as a living expression of
My Holy Will,
only then I can love you as I would love Myself
because only then you have become a True part of Who and What I AM.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
Please contine,
for I must know more.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
What else to you need? As long as
you allow for Me to dwell within you,
then there are no worries that need
plague your mind and take you away from Me any longer. The wise put their minds
upon Me and they are blessed for it ~ for they are healed in My Divine
Compassion. Deny me this, and all of your damnation comes to you only from the
dark side.
My Holy Karmic Laws govern the unfolding of all things in universal balance;
therefore from what you've told Me,
you must know of how you break my heart
with the darkness that you choose.
I SAID UNTO THE LORD:
I
never meant to hurt You or anyone else.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
I know ~ and I never meant for you
or anyone else to be in so much pain.
I ASKED THE LORD:
What
am I to do?
Keep a watchful eye for Me ~
Do this in the Name of Jesus the Universal Christ of All Things
because My Holy Glory is in the movements of all things,
yea, He is the Alpha and the Omega OF ALL THINGS.
Know this well with an unshaking confidence;
and recognize now that whenever you live within My Divine Lights,
my angels will guide you through life
and eventually to and through the gates of heaven . . .
and then they will take you even further into my healing heart
that you might rejoice and delight in the beautifully eternal
gardens
of My Eternally Holy Soul.
I ASKED THE LORD:
How
will I find the Divine Lights? And when I do, how will the angels guide me?
What should I look for?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Every answer you seek is found in
My Beloved Son, Jesus Christ.
Find Him in your heart and you will see The
Divine Lights
that I have sent to you through Him.
This is how I can give you
eternal life in Me:
I give It to you through Him who is My Blessed Son, Jesus,
for your life in His soul in your Advocate and your Comfort in Me.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I’m
confused. You must know of how hard I’ve tried to come to terms with all that I
must face.
AND THE LORD ASKED OF ME:
Where is your faith in Me?
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
am trying so hard to know my faith in You and to rely upon all that You show
me. Please tell me now: why do people hurt each other so much?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Because they have not yet found a
path that leads them into The Eternally Holy Glory of My Divine Lights. They
have not yet found my gift for them
~ which is my BLESSED CHRIST as revealved in Jesus.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
cry for those people.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Yes, I know you do because I AM
your heart and I AM your tears.
I ASKED THE LORD:
But
what about my sin? What about my darkness?
You mentioned how my darkness breaks Your
heart!
Does that not make me impure?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
No. You are forgiven because you are worthy
even though you told me you feel you
aren’t.
I ASKED THE LORD:
What
makes me worthy of your forgiveness?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
How very much I love you.
I ASKED THE LORD:
Oh
my dear God – What comes next?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
A lasting spiritual and healing
enlightenment of My Universally Divine Karma. This alone is what will free you
from your many prisons. You must accept My gift of Life; for without that gift,
without my Christ, you will die.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
My
pain overwhelms me! Take me away from the darkness of my unholy oblivion! Bring
me back home into Your gentle heart where the threats of this world cannot
reach me any longer! Oh Lord, together we must explore how to give birth to a
new and lasting world peace for everyone on earth! Give me Your Holy Truths now
and tell me why does this world hate You so much?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
This world hates me because this world dies not understand Me.
This world believes that I am or should be the satisfactory answer to everything there is when in
Truth I am the reason
for every question anyone every asked.
The infinite breadth of
My Eternally Divine Glory cannot be measured
nor can it ever be challenged by anyone.
Only
those who can honestly find Me alive
in the core of their hearts will ever discover
that being alive and finding Life are not the same thing at all.
I ASKED THE LORD:
How
then can I heal myself from these worldly misunderstandings?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Put your mind and heart upon Me,
and Me alone. If you seek to know and commune with the eternal roots of My
Eternal Truths as I have shown you in My Infinitely Holy Glory, then you must
seek out My especially beloved Son, Jesus Christ of Nazareth,
and take Him as your only Holy
Authority in the unfolding all things as they occur. Only upon your honest
receipt of My gift of Universal Christ through Him can you be knowingly
blessed by Me.
Then make no mistake about the crucial importance of this unbreakable fact:
. . . that with your love I can
bless you in more ways
than you could ever possibly imagine.
I ASKED THE LORD:
Thank you. Can you tell me this:
Will I ever be able to make a difference in this world?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Yes, if in Me that is what you move your soul towards.
Know that you already have made a difference
because
you have been chosen by Me to make a positive impact upon the people of the
earth. As long as you keep Me in your heart, you are a blessing to everyone who
encounters you;
but always beware a life without Me,
for without Me you are sure to be a burden
to anyone who must endure your
darkness.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
don’t want to hurt anyone.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
No one is ever hurt by My love; but
only ignorance of the True origins of spiritual darkness can lead to confusing
Me with pain and suffering. I AM your light, I AM your Truth and I AM your
destiny lest you die without Me.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
must have Your blessing before moving forward.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
You have already had My blessing
for an eternity before you were born.
You are My Love, you are My glory and you
are My Eternally Holy Ambition. I will not abandon anyone who honestly loves
Me, no matter who they are or what their history or worldview might be.
I ASKED THE LORD:
How
are you able to do that?
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
My love is eternally widespread all
throughout My Holy Universal Law because I AM all things. I AM a loving,
forgiving and compassionate God. Only My Love is unlimited, and nothing else;
so believe in Me now:
for you have no idea at all of what I have in store for you,
if
only you would allow for it to happen from within you,
if only you would allow for my Light to heal you and bring you home.
I SAID UNTO THE LORD:
I
am humbled and at loss for words.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
It is not your words that you need;
but instead it is My Eternally Perfect and Infinitely Compassionate Love that
will guide you with The Divine Lights.
Take My gift to you called "CHRIST"
and heal yourself in The Holy Karmic Now. In the process of that
healing,
you will contribute to the healing of all other people whose paths
happen to cross yours whenever you allow for the vibrant presence of My Holy
Being to dwell within innermost chambers of your newly-reborn heart.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
I
am grateful to You before all others; for only You are my One True God of all
things.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
Your gratitude is My love and My
glory.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
As
Your heart breaks, my Lord, so does mine.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
I know, and this is why I want you
to go and live in My peace
as offered to you through my blessed Son, Jesus.
Go
now, and through Him uncover the many blessed secrets
of My Universal Christ, however it may be that life finds
itself unfolding through you; for I AM always with you whether you realize this
or not. I dwell in you as long as your heart welcomes Me.
Even now I am awaiting any opportunity to bless you
according to the degree of honest faith
that you have in your heart for Me
at any given moment.
I SAID TO THE LORD:
With all my heart, I thank
you, my Lord and my God.
AND THE LORD SAID TO ME:
You are far more welcome than you
will ever begin to know.
Then as you seek your well-deserved healing from Me,
open your heart and join your spirit with Mine.
Find your rest in Me and suffer no
more;
for all the true love you have in your heart
is the very best part of everything
that makes me Who and What I AM.
~Michael
James Fry
New
York City
September 29, 2005
